Sometimes
you just have to tell yourself that everything’s going to work out, and then believe yourself.
Let life happens. Take strife with a grain of salt.
B.F.AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I’m beginning to realize that passion is what enables someone to work through frustrations and make sacrifices. I am in my third week of my BFA program at my new school, and boy had it been trying on the emotions. I have no time for a social life so don’t see my friends any more, and I’m always feeling bounds away from excellence when I’m at school. And I’m sober A LOT more. But I digress. My music theory class has been making me feel aweul because my filangies just dont tickle the ivories that well. And I was here feeling crappy and an acoustic version of iris by the goo goo dolls came on, and it made me cry. granted, im a bit emotional lately. BUT, the point is, I want to one day wake up someones emotions through doing what I i love. It’s the good music that keeps your head up :)
ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT I MISS MY FRIENDS IN IRVINE INCREDBILY SO. I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A GREAT START OF THE YEAR <3
i hate rant
I hate feeling hopeless. I hate having mood crashes, feeling on top of the world and then hitting rock bottom and not knowing what to do to myself. I hate that everytime i think of him I want to cry, and just wish to go back in time. I hate feeling like I dont have the consistant discipine to ever get me anywhere. I hate that when I feel good I forget about how much feeling shitty sucks. I hate that I am broke and have so little time to make money. I hate that so many people dont have enough money. I hate selfish people. I hate that I can’t tell this to anyone and have to resort to blogging it. I hate that cigarettes are so bad for my voice.
sorry i just had to get that out.
